i lost.....my money :(

today after sch i go with zusheng go MAKAN!
i eat mixed vege rice....
he eat chicken rice...
i pay both....
dhen i go play with zusheng PSP....
cos he dunno how complete the stage...
so i help lor :P...
i good right lol...:P
later we went to lanshop there play the psp...
nothing do mah...
it actually rained lyk siao for awhile...
but i dun care :)
when the rain become drizzle,

fadrick called me
i pick up i said hello he said hello
uh....walau i very boliao... ._. ....
nvm skip that part lol
he meet me outside the lan
dhen we go take my basketball we go shoot hoops
dhen i noob lor -.-...
but i kena.... 10 over layout, 20 over 1point, 10 over 2 pointer and 3 3 pointers and also 1 fade away PERFECT DE >:) and also a under the net thing lol
i play 2 match and blah blah....
skip stupid part dhen i go to the fitness corner near the bb court where i left my wallet and phone, my wallet all the money lost....
but my phone ok o.o
weird but dhen hor my money gone sia....9$ i saved up de :(
all gone :(
nb who take sia -.-
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nvm
i find out who that person die!
ttfn ;)

you good...
make me wait so long for you....
i wonder who you are...
where ever you are....

neglected and my past

neglected is what i am
neglection is what i'm going thru...
why am i going thru this?
WHY?
have i not suffered enuff?
my past was a stupid disturbing nightmare....
dream as it may be....
nightmare is what it is....
when i was 5...
my father fought with his brothers and sisters after my grandfather died....
that was a terrifying ordeal...
i was 5....
if i was older i would have "gan" them
"gan" as in scold the living shit out of them.....
but i was 5....i cannot do anything
so i was left to stare blankly into space...
dhen when i was 7 my mother got into an arguement with the neighbours upstairs....
her daughters and i had nothing to do with the fight
but the daughters are sibeh guai lan....
when we were playing down stairs "qiqi" one of the daughters and younger one actually tipped a bucket of water purposely on me and my brother
i was of cos pissed but i did not do anything because they were bigger and older then me.....
i was forced to go home wet and crying....
but now i am 15 and they should be working or uni now so i cannot do anything....
i have no revenge...
i cannot give them living hell
mt father patched things up with his bros so they ok ler
but i not ok...
i'm easily offended but i do not show it
instead i show a happy go lucky side....
now my emoing side is showing without me knowing...
lately i have been damn pissed over nothing...
word of warning...
NEVER insult me after 12mid night i will GAN you >:(
nothing now so i no more type ler .....
sianz...
buhbai~

neglection is not
what i can cope with...

:(

i just realise i'm pathetic

my grandmama birthday! celebrate!!!!!!

w()w today is THE best day ever!
Wooooo!!!!
i tuhdae i go to my uncle house cos is my grandmama birthday...
so my uncle celebrate it and WE HAD A BLAST!
it was PURE AWESOMENESS
we had many things to eat each person brought some homecooked or storebought food to the party.....
my family brought longan and pineapple jelly, salted duck, and paper plates lol....
my 3rd aunt bought EVERYTHING organic which by the way WAS fab :)
my uncle made some potato salad and also someone brought....
HAM!
ALOT AND ALOT!
and last but not least....our 2nd aunt brought her sons which brought 2 of the most adorable kids, josh and claire...
both little angels LOL
super cute claire,
as usual,
quiet and staring at people.....
lucas amber and i were int he masterbed room playing lol
we play with a digital camera,
lucas was playing with my phone.....
and my brother playing with his food....
xD!!!!!
and also we had... CHEESE CAKE!
YES blueberry cheese cake with a cookie crunch base!
it was the best :)
also took some Krazy photoz! gonna post some wahhahaha
xD!
that's all now playing habbo maybe i'll ton tonight....
MAYBE!
Baibai~

i waited....
and lost you...
NEVER again will i try....
from now...i'm lost....4eva
1.likang
2.Weetin
3.Jiahao
4.Rose
5.Fadrick
6.Amanda

This 6 people your just picked are stuck in a house with you for a whole year ! .
There is no leaving th house at until th years is completed Up !
There are 3 rooms .

who will be in each room ?
1. 3 & 5
2. 1 & 4
3. 2 & 6

If there is some singing , early in th morning who will it be ?
[That Amanda! she on song 101% will sing along]

2.If someone was considered as mom&Dad in th house , who will it be ?
[Rose and Likang :)]

3.If you wanted candy very badly and all those 5 peoples in th house have , who will you take from ?
[Weetin xD]

4.If two people caught making out in a closet who will it be ?
[Weetin and Amanda]

5.Two chips were bought in a stall , after 20mins it was gone , who ate it ?
[Fadrick and Amanda]

6.Who would be hate being in this house ?
[._. No one~]

7.Someone took a brand new sock , tat were never torn , who was th theif?[Fadrick! why? he wan use for moonwalk but i wan use first de]

8.If there was an Argument , who will be fighting ?
[Amanda and Fadrick]

9.Who would be th one missing their Gf/Bf tat are not in th house ?
[Amanda...Missing her "gary"]

walau i never thought
it would be so hard~

Eh that librarian pak jiao sia~

tuhday hor morning i wake up 6.30 my aircon spoilt so use fan i wake up cos got bird stupid pak jiao fly kena my window LOL
i wake up it is 6.25am
i never go see what it was so i bochap lor..
after dat i go sch...
lala lazt type that part...
dhen i go to the sch have chemistry with ms ong xiao yun....
i xia suay....my teacher maplesea is shadower lv 140++
i only lv 20++ :(
my characters i never train de i slack de lor...:)
dhen is uh....physics with Mr Chong! ya lah...mr chong lah :)
lol
mr chong alsways le lah lor de lol
dhen is after sch the youthday t-shirt is nice :)
red de got logo....
dhen is recess! ah during recess i coming out dat tym...
DongYue come out find me call me say librarian "mdm choo" calling me
so i go see see look look and dhen i see smth not i wan see de....
esterday me and amanda see the photos dhen got sm1 last tym put a pin on the notice board with the photos de....dhen she say is me cos i go laugh at it...
she also say wan see amanda but i told amanda not to go cos she will "lecture" u...i tell her few days later dhen go back to library....
i play safe :) see i so good :)
and also i promise not EVER to hit ANY girl...so juz now 9.45pm was the last lyk i ever hit a girl.....:) i become good ler xD
nothing liao lorhs.....buhbai~

Fun in the library xD



this is me acting stupid lool
haiss i waiting for the vid to upload so i think of smth to do lol...
today...MY BACK ALMOST BREAK again...
._.
lol that amanda lor lol she go jump on my back almost fall -.-....
dhen hor i in the video make a obama thing LOL super stupid xD!!!!
got another one but lazy upload too big file...
our cameras are lyk 5megapixel leh!
take video is BIG file de wor o.o
BTW camera man u i mean woman is amanda i juz took it from her phone :) our phones are the same xD
the LG KF750 wahaha WE ARE RICH PPL!
no larhs lol
jking it is cheap phone xD
cos is free >.<
i sign up line mah :)
so i natural it is free phone lol
cos many ppl also have that phone :)
and i dun really care much but dhen the library is so fun to play in xD lucky no one
and also no one there
and the librarian in in meeting room so we TAKE CHANCE!
waHAHAHAHA
xD